Sunday, January 27, 2019

Sissy Orgasm


Short phone video of me, cumming from a dildo.

Monday, January 14, 2019

Constant Nymphomania

It's been at least six months since my worthless sissy clitty has gotten hard. Probably a year since it's been allowed to cum in a male method. Lack of use and contstant chastity (half an hour once a day out of chastity for shower and shaving). My sissy clitty has atrophied to almost nothing from lack of use, and I'm really pleased at how cute and girly it has become. It never creates pain by trying to becme erect at night, or ever. It has entered a passive state of helplessness and hopelessness.
However, instead of becoming less and less prominent in my brain, my clitty sensitivity seems to be growing. I constantly feel like I'm going to cum, but I don't. Every touch to my sensitive caged clitty seems like it's going to bring me to orgasm, but it doesn't. Sometimes I imagine I can feel cum, dripping out of my ultra-sensitized cum hole, and it almost makes my knees buckle.
My chastity cage is the tiniest available, it is very tight, it restricts the flow of pee, making it dribble and flow down over what little balls I have left, and generally all over the place. Like a girl, there is no other option, I absolutely must sit down to pee. Like a girl, I must wipe myself dry when done. Pee gets stuck in my euretha and leaks, keeping my panties moist. the feeling of these leaks is mind shattering, I push the pee out, and it feels like pushing cum out, like in an orgasm, great pleasure, but no satisfaction. This happens all day. It is extremely pleasant and frustrating at the same time. It feels good, orgasmic but makes my desire to cum much much worse. 
As I have said many times before, when a cock enters my sissy ass/pussy, cum starts to flow from my caged sissy clitty almost immediately. Before, it started off thin and clear like pre-cum, then became thicker and whiter as the fucking progressed. Now, it immediately starts thick and white. As the cock pushes in, it feels like simultaneously, a large object is being forced out my tiny, squeezed, clitty's cumhole.
I am in a constant state of arousal and a constant state of desire and need. It seems nothing can satisfy this need. Cocks in my mouth and ass give me an "Oh yes! Finally!" sense of joy, but when they are finished using me, the feeling of need remains. Incessantly.
I have entered true, insatiable nymphomania. Constant craving, always almost-there, but never getting there, nothing is enough, more and more cocks and cum are all I want forever. But I still need more.