Sunday, May 16, 2021

I'm Blonde Now!


 I haven't shaved in more than a month. How do you like my blonde pussy hairs?

I put on my chastity cage almost a week ago and I'm not taking it off, not ever.

Tuesday, February 9, 2021

No More Tightness



Sloppy, used and wrecked holes are the trending theme of 2021. There is almost 0% interest in tight sissy pussies anymore, so it’s definitely high time to start stretching those holes out for anyone that hasn’t begun already

Tuesday, October 27, 2020

BB69D Sissy Queen!

 

A picture of a Queen of Spades!

Thursday, February 13, 2020

BB69Ds First Cock

I thought I had posted this already.

This story is totally true! I sucked my first cock when I was very little and at summer camp. All the other boys had big hairy cocks and I was the last one with a teeny hairless weenie. One guy actually bragged about fucking his girlfriend. I didn't know exactly what fuck meant, I had been told, but didn't really understand. I kept my mouth shut, because I was embarrassed. One day at the lake swimming, a lot of the boys were joking with a counselor about fucking and "jacking off". When we were alone, I confessed to the counselor that I didn't even know what "jack off" meant. I don't think that I had ever even heard the term before. The counselor offered to show me what it meant and I eagerly accepted his invitation. I figured that he was an outsider who could tell me what I wanted to know, and none of my friends would ever know I didn't know! It was a coldish rainy day. We went to the rifle range way back in the woods where there were thin mattresses on a wood deck under a roof. My counselor told me to drop my swim trunks. I did. He told me to step out of them. I looked down and they were around my ankles so I just stepped out of them. I was completely naked! He was wearing only Speedos and this HUGE cock came springing out when he lowered them. I was startled! I said "Dang!" (Really). It looked like more cock came popping out than could possibly have fit in those tiny Speedos. It was gigantic! He was a full-grown adult. His cock was enormous and he had pubic hair and tight, hairy balls. He showed me the stroking motion of jacking off. He had me do it on his big cock. I remember feeling how smooth the skin was and the way it moved along his thick hard shaft. He stroked my cock too, but nothing happened. My cock was as small as it could get. I hadn't entered puberty yet and I literally had a hairless little baby’s cock. He said he thought he saw it getting a little bigger, but he was just saying that. He told me that if I jacked off a lot, it would grow really big. He told me to put his cock in my mouth, so I did. His cock was so huge that the head would barely fit in my mouth. I remember how warm and smooth it was, it was actually hot! I remember the feeling of my tongue massaging the underside of his cockhead. I stroked his shaft like he showed me, with just the tip of his cock in my mouth. It filled my mouth so full it couldn't move in there. My fist wouldn't fit around his shaft. I remember how wet and shiny the purple head was when he finally took it out of my mouth. We laid on top of each other with his cock between my legs. He told me that was what fucking felt like. I sucked him and he sucked me but I stayed limp. He was huge and hard but didn't cum in my mouth.
I think he started getting the feeling he was doing something wrong, having sex with a little boy, because he suggested we leave. I remember how cold my wet swim trunks were when I put them back on. I was wishing I could stay naked, it was nice and warm with no clothes on, and my damp swim trunks seemed freezing! I thought about sucking him more... but I got dressed and walked back to my campsite and tent. Today, I am a total bottom. I love to suck cock and be assfucked, but I don’t particularly like being sucked or fucking. My dick still stays limp when sucking cock or being assfucked, but when a big hard cock goes in my ass, I usually start cumming right away, My cum just flows from my little limp weenie instead of shooting. Also I have long continuous orgasms that start almost as soon as someone starts fucking me. I think they’re like a woman’s orgasm, but I can't be sure... Many times, while being fucked from behind, I’ve been surprised to look down and see a long string of cum flowing from my little cocktip all the way to the bed (or floor), like a long single strand of a spiders web! My anally induced orgasms feel so incredibly good! Being assfucked makes me salivate a lot too. Cock in my ass makes me need cock in my mouth. I just can’t help it! I love sucking cock, I love making cocks all wet and shiny and feeling them get hard and making them cum in my mouth, and I love making the guys all excited! Cock is the perfect creation, warm and rigid, hard as steel, but at the same time as smooth and soft as velvet. I love the taste and the feel of a cock in my mouth. I like kissing and licking and sucking the smooth soft cockhead and the way the soft skin slides over the bumpy hard shaft! I like to take the whole shaft of a really long cock down my throat and just suck with my nose in his pubes! Nothing smells as good as cock! I feel like I can smell his cum inside! Almost every time I see a cock, I end up trying to suck it. I want to make all cocks shoot their jets of cum into my mouth and ass! It is perfect for me to be on my hands and knees with everybody’s cocks level with my mouth and ass. I want it to be convenient for anybody and everybody to put their delicious cocks in me anytime they want. I love the feeling when my ass is up in the air and somebody else's hands are on my hips, pulling me back as they thrust forward, shoving their big hard cock inside my wet ass, then pulling it almost all the way out, and ramming it back in, as hard and as deep as it can go! There's nothing better than a hard cock! Nothing! I love to feel cum shooting in my ass. I like the wet feeling of cum dripping between my butt cheeks after a long hard fuck session, it makes me want more cock in my wet cummy ass! I also like it when a man pulls out of my ass at the last second, shoves his throbbing big wet hard cock in my mouth and shoots all of his hot cum down my throat! I like laying on my back and my lover is holding my ankles in his fists, lifting my legs high and spreading them far, far apart as he stretches my douched anus wider and wider as he repeatedly plunges his monster meat all the way to the hilt inside my ass! I love to feel him hammering my hot hole with his huge hard throbbing hot cock, ramming my ass with his thick meat as hard as he can! I like feeling my hole getting stretched as a big long thick fat cock pushes inside my gaping ass as deep as it can go! I also like to just be used, when a man throws me face down on the bed (or on the ground, wherever he happens to be fucking me) and holds me down by pressing across my back with one forearm while he pulls out his big hard cock with the other hand. Then he keeps laying on top of me and putting all his weight on me and holds my arms so that I can't move as he roughly shoves his cock in me any way he can get it in. I like when he fucks me as hard and as fast as he can till he cums. I don’t care about anything, except his cumming as hard and as fast as he can. I even lift my ass so he can fuck me deeper! I like that he holds me still so that I couldn't get away (even if I wanted to!) After he fills my ass with his thick load of creamy hot cum, he pulls out and leaves me laying exhausted, and sweaty and cummy and panting and breathless. Maybe he rolls me over and puts his dripping wet cock in my mouth and makes me suck it so he's nice and clean. Then he puts his cock back in his pants and just leaves and leaves me laying there. One of my favorite things is to lay on my back on a bed or on a table with my head hanging over the side, my mouth at cock level and being mouthfucked. I love seeing between his legs, holding an ass cheek in each hand and watching his balls sway as he thrusts his hot hard cock into my mouth and down my throat! I shave my ass every day and keep it smooth and clean and douched and ready to be licked or fucked or both. Many of my lovers have told me that fucking my ass is better than fucking any pussy they’ve ever had! I don't really need my cock and if I was a woman, I would be a slut in a short skirt and no panties, sucking cocks and being fucked in my ass and mouth and pussy all I could! I can never overemphasize how much I love cocks and cum. I need cock in my mouth and ass all the time. There is nothing better on this planet than a hard cock cumming! Nothing!

Sunday, January 26, 2020

SISSY SLUT SCHOOLGIRL



I'm a sissy slut schoolgirl in chastity!

Wednesday, January 22, 2020

The Art Of Sissification: Is ‘Sissy’ A New Sexual Orientation?

Copy and paste from Sissy Central


A generation or two ago when gender roles were more strictly defined, a “sissy” was the last thing a man wanted to be called. It implied that he was a pathetic weakling, a failure at being masculine during an era when masculinity was the ultimate goal for all males.

These days, in a climate where masculinity is seen as more toxic and dangerous than virtuous and heroic, some men are going out of their way trying to earn the privilege of being called a sissy. They willingly put themselves through a systematic process of physical and psychological self-emasculation known as “sissification.”


Also known as “forced feminization,” Wikipedia describes the sissification process thusly:

…the practice of dressing a submissive partner as a woman and/or encouraging or training a submissive partner to act in a feminine or exaggeratedly feminine (“hyperfeminine”) manner. If assigned male at birth, the submissive partner may be called a “sissy.” Feminization is usually achieved via cross-dressing, where the male is dressed in female attire, ranging from just wearing female undergarments to being fully dressed in very feminine attire, including make-up, hairdress and nail polish. Some males take on tasks, behaviours and roles that are overtly feminine, and adopt female mannerisms and postures in tasks such as sitting, walking, and acting in a feminine manner.

Sissification differs from being transgender in the sense that choice is thought to be involved, not only in “becoming” a woman, but in reversing the process. As opposed to popular notions about being transgender, a sissy isn’t “really” a woman—he’s a man who’s volunteering to have his masculinity destroyed, with the understanding that if he doesn’t go too far in physically altering himself, he can always reverse the process. He isn’t seeking his “true” gender identity; he’s undermining it because erotic humiliation gives him a sexual thrill.

At its root, sissification is also deeply misogynistic because it implies that there’s something weak, pathetic, and humiliating about acting like a woman.

Becoming a sissy requires making changes that are both physical and mental. The physical transformation involves things such as cross-dressing, leg-crossing, laser hair removal, wearing makeup, using female cosmetics, and sitting down to pee. It also involves adopting traditionally feminine mannerisms such as stepping daintily, arching your spine, and swishing your hips. If taken to an extreme, it can also involve female hormone injections and even sexual reassignment surgery.

The psychological transformation involves the utter destruction of one’s masculine identity. Often a man will be required to feminize his name—”Daniel” becomes “Danielle” and “Patrick” becomes “Patricia.”

Sissification also involves mind control through erotic hypnosis in which the sissy-in-training watches videos that glorify the process of worshiping giant cocks that put the would-be sissy’s pathetic little “clitty”—i.e., tiny penis—to shame. He is sternly instructed to gain sexual satisfaction from prostate stimulation rather than penile stimulation and is trained to achieve “sissygasms” by either sitting on dildos or being fucked in the ass.

The aspirant sissy is gradually brainwashed into eroticizing the act of being sexually humiliated and having his manhood mocked. As slogans such as YOU ARE BECOMING A GIRL are flashed across the screen, the would-be sissy learns to be repulsed by all that is submissive and feminine while growing more and more sexually attracted to alpha males and their monster cocks:


You love cum. You want to be a girl. Being girly is what you really want. Admit to yourself that you are a girl and go ahead and do something about it.…Forget about being a man. Embrace the real you. You are a sissy bimbocumslut….

A professional “sissy trainer” describes how she turns males into sissies by snuffing out their masculinity:

I get you there by a mixture of hypnosis, psychological trickery and by leveraging the subject’s own curiosity. The secret is to slowly and gradually help the subject see and accept all the amazing benefits of feminization. By using consistent conditioning and a calm reassuring logic the subject starts to embrace more of their feminine side, and inevitably this grows a desire for a feminine body to match the new improved emerging identity.

Here a former self-identified male describes how his girlfriend systematically sissified him and destroyed his initial resistance:

Soon she added a strap-on to her collection and one that squirted and she would pump lube in my rear end and tell me it was a special estrogen solution that would work its way into my system through my bowel. Then she would insert a butt plug to make the liquid stay in me till I absorbed it.

Honestly I was loving all the attention and the taboo role playing we were doing and I couldn’t have been happier. She switched out the straight porn for gay porn and every day she would only make love to me while I was watching the gay porn and telling her how much I wanted a cock in my mouth and ass and one in each hand….

Often such deliberate “mindfucking” and sexual self-humiliation backfires and leads to guilt, regret, and shame:


I became increasingly ashamed of myself, and after each time I did it, I knew that it was the last straw and that I could not continue doing this. It would literally ruin my whole day and make me want to stay isolated, in irrational fear that people would find out about it if I showed my face anywhere….It’s like I developed an alter ego of “being a sissy,” which all of these sissification hypnosis things encourage oh so much…. I got back home and decided to trash everything I had – the dildo, the plug, the clothes, the weed – everything that only perpetuated this habit and addiction. I woke up the next day, still in shock with what I had done. I couldn’t bring myself to leave my apartment and show my face, again due to that irrational fear of somebody knowing.

It shouldn’t be surprising that some men develop psychological problems as a result of chasing a sexual identity that is based on humiliation and self-hatred. Neither should it be surprising that in a climate which preaches masculinity is innately harmful, many men seek redemption and approval in the act of fleeing their masculinity.

The culture has shifted to the point where “sissy” is no longer the worst thing a man can be called. These days, the worst thing for a man to be called is “manly.”

In other words, we’ve evolved—or devolved, take your pick—to the point where there’s nothing wrong with being a sissy so long as you accept the premise that there’s plenty wrong with being a man.

Quick Facts About Sissification:

1.
The fantasy depends on the idea that feminization is forced, although this is only a fantasy. The sissy makes a conscious choice to be feminized.

2.
Begging to stop the process may be part of the fantasy and roleplaying.

3.
Sissies often wear a chastity cage around their genitals to prevent masturbation.

4.
Sissification differs from “fandom” fantasies in that the person degrading them is usually a male rather than a female.

5.
Maid outfits—and maid activities such as dusting and serving beverages—often play a role in the fantasy.

6.
Unless there have been permanent physical and hormonal changes made, sissification is reversible.

Wednesday, January 15, 2020

Chastity Selfie

Here's a couple selfies from the beach today.